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04/15/2003 Entry: "Lack of Vision"

superseth

Lack of Vision: have you ever been plauged by a lack of purpose or meaning to the world and life? i certainly am under assault today. ahhhh cs_assault, we did a lan without that map, good for us. i want to go to esco again today. perhaps i shall and just wander. i dont know its late, i had to take a nap. i am tired, tired of being awake, of needing to sleep, of wanting to eat, of having an upset stomach, of being bored, of being a child, of not wanting to be such a child, of wallowing in pointless despair and of trying to escape it. the devil says i am full of hate, perhaps he is right, though i think he sees only the scape goats of my hate and not the true object. i left my car doors unlocked, maybe someone will steal it, then i will be fucked... well not proper fucked. Posted by superseth @ 04:03 PM PST

Comments! Replies: 3 comments "then i will be fucked... well not proper fucked. " That's too bad, because that might really help you with your problem Posted by Newt Buggs @ 04/16/2003 09:14 AM PST :'( Posted by sarahy @ 04/16/2003 08:20 AM PST kudos on the use of the word proper fucked...um this is a disturbing post cause it's so saddening....u are starting to sound like me and not the lord of nothingness... take it from me that these feelings can pass in time....there just has to be a resolution to whatever is keeping you down Posted by kyle @ 04/16/2003 02:56 AM PST

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