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11/18/2004 Entry: "OI"
superseth |
OI:
Damn it even 50 162 foot tall women can't keep me in a good mood this week. There is such comfort in... I dont know. blah. There was a time I doubt anyone who reads this will remeber, where I was embrassed about who I was. I didn't talk about what I thought very much, hid all desires and would sit in my room late at night listening to Alanis on headphones beacuse the I didn't want people to see/hear me listening to music, though I am not sure why anymore, though I doubt I ever really knew. Anyway, I thought I would never return to that kind of a state, that I would withdraw back inside in that way. Sure I have times of being internalizing about things, but not due to fear of showing who I am. I don't know if I am making any sense here anyway. The point is that if I haven't called you a few weeks or I seem to act strange its not you and I don't hate you a bit, I'm just screwy right now, and it might take a while to get it back like ie should be. On the bright side, I might finally get my use out of Under Rug Swept. Goodnight everyone. <3 Posted by superseth @ 12:11 AM PST |
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